My mental state I not good
So I went to visit my grandma’s house,in the countryside,and my mother’s family hate me,becuase iam the only boy there,and they make me sit outside,alone..and they say “don’t be with us,you are a boy”,”stay away/get away”,”we don’t want you with us”,so,my cousins and sisters go to my aunt’s house,for
1)internet
2)fan
3)sleep there
So when I want to go with them they just say “no”,and today when they said no,my aunt said “no,he will go with you all” in a I don’t want you tone or something like that,and my cousins hate me so much,and they randomly swear at me,for no reason..and my aunts do nothing about it,and they always tell me to go buy something so I say yes,and today I said no,iam tired,one of my cousins said “you are so useless,do anything in your life”
And I can’t talk back,becuase my other cousins and sister will start arguing with me…
And while iam typing this one of my cousins said “you do nothing in your whole life”..
I hate being there