Attempted to make a muscular body for some characters

I know this is probably not the best app to tall about this stuff or most of what I post anyway, but I kind of don\’t know what else to do cause every option feels selfish of me especially with what I know other people go through, now, here I am again,

Recently I\’ve been kind of feeling like the world just like to mess with me and I am just here to either suffer or mess up and be seen as a bad person, any chance of happiness I find gets teasingly stripped away from me and I cannot do anything about it, I tried thinking positively and even though it worked only a few times something happens and I am right back to square one, I sometimes find myself wanting to explore a love relationship with a woman for every opportunity to be crushed by something, whether that be she already has a boyfriend or I just cannot get into a relationship, I don\’t really think I\’m depressed or anything, I\’m just tired of life shitting on me every way possible.

What if i were to say I (figuratively) stole some memes (allegedly) from the sticknodes random ass poll and the random ass images that appear when you scroll to the bottom of the page.

Here is my ass attempt of drawing a energy beam, don’t expect much I’m a shitty drawer

I am definitely procrastinating, because I binge watched stick fighting animation and got motivated to animate but as soon as I opened stick nodes I was hesitant to animate, why do I have to be so damn complicated…