I’m back, not here to cause any drama, but to apologize. yesterday my behavior was out of pocket and what tastylemon said to me before I went to sleep, when he confronted me like that I felt like I had just gotten the sense slapped into me, it really opened me to the bigger picture.

I joined this community when I was like 9 so ofc I’ve changed by now but I thought about it and I don’t think I changed for the better, for a while now I’ve just become hostile towards literally anyone thinking it was funny or what they deserved, and not even thinking before I speak. yesterday I made many unnecessary, petty and hypocritical comments which was what lead to such an argument, instead of me just accepting that I did fuck up, and I feel as if I should’ve made this realization that I was clearly wrong long before now but I suppose I am still learning, I’ve only been on this earth for about 13 years.

It really pained me to know that I’ve lost the respect of so many people, and I never realized anyone respected me to begin with, I just feel like I’ve spent my whole life without thinking until now. It felt like the whole site just switched on me one day and began to hate me without reason, but if EVERYONE hates me, it only can leave me to think that I must’ve done something wrong, and now that I have let go of my oversized ego for a moment and just relaxed, all of it is very clear now.

I feel like a dumbass just thinking about every word I said yesterday, and even certain interactions I’ve had in the past, thinking I’m on top of everyone when that’s just not the case, and I just want to apologize. I’m sure some people won’t accept my apology nor will people look at me the same but I think it was necessary for me to do this as soon as I could otherwise I would live with this forever, and people would just look at me as the guy who flipped off a new user, had an argument with everybody and left. I don’t want that to be my story. I want to FINALLY take responsibility for my actions, so with that being said, @mannyanims , I sincerely apologize to you for sending that picture, it wasn’t the time or the place to be sending that and I didn’t own up to my mistake. I don’t want this to be your first impression of me because I know I can do better I don’t ask for your forgiveness but I hope that I may be able to actually do better next time.

WHAT DID I DO

this pic goes hard, feel free to screenshot

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