Yeah, It’s been a rough year without him.I didn’t get to spend much time with him and I’ll say why tomorrow or soon but basically I spent less than a year with him, we had a strong relationship and I visited him twice in New York. We talked every day at 9:40. It was Valentine’s Day when I sent him a message and he didn’t respond for a couple of days and I told my mom that I was worried and then a bit after that my grandma told he had like a stroke I’m pretty sure and they had him in the hospital and over the course of 2 weeks he was in a coma, my grandpa went to New York and so did my grandma. It looked like he was going to get out soon since he was breathing well but on the 28th I was playing some games and my Grandpa was going to swing by since he had some work in Tampa (where I used to live) and he told me. It’s been rough ever since that and it’s been super hard trying to deal with grief at this age and I just hope it gets better. Sorry for my long rant.