guys, i think i have aphantasia
for reference, thats when you cant visualize stuff in your mind, no smells/sounds/images aside from just your regular voice
for another reference, i can think of stuff and i can picture stuff in my head
but it ends up resulting like an ai, a messy congloboration of stuff and its never a clear concise image
i dont see it infront of my eyes when i shut them or i cover my face with my hands to prevent light getting in
im able to use logic to guess what that would look like, like say a spinning cow but it never appears in my head or infront of my eyes
if i cover my face with a blanket to go into total darkness, i can move my hands and i can assume with logic what that looks like, but its based purely on the way my muscles feel when they move
if i try to imagine a song, i can only really imagine the lyrics and it ends up being in my voice
if i try to imagine my friends voice, it can sound vaguely like them, but it only ever ends up being kind of, my voice in their accent (southern, romanian, and british just to name a fwe of my friensd accents)
just wanted to tell my story about that and i also wanted to know
does anyone else here have aphantasia?