@thepostman I’m dealing with the same thing, i’m having bad grades, (also bad sleeping habits) i get bullied, and all that typical school drama. But you know, when I think about dying, i get scared. I want to be at peace, but at the same time live, so I spend my weekends relaxing, and using stick nodes to cheer me up. If you want, i’ll give you tips to cure that suicidal intention of yours.

1: Think about death. Death, nothing can overcome it. Nothing but eternal blackness…. eternal silence, nothing more. Just your soul. It scares me. Even if I get those intentions, I just do this.

2. Listen to music.
It can relax you, and help you sleep.

3. Take a walk, or reflect on your life.
Just like @explosivebullet said, he took a walk, reflecting about life. The sound of your walk, the wind, the ice (in winter), the snow, and the things you see. In death, there’s none of that. Eternal silence, eternal blackness, nothing more. That’s death.

4. Find some pastime.
You can either write poems, songs, book manuscripts, or something else. It’s a good stress reliever. You can feel a bit better.

Look, @thepostman , It’s just you. Think about the stuff you can do! Don’t die.

Dial the title number, or listen to this. It helps.