Guys I swear I am about to get sent into a blind rage

Okay.. so idk what it is but whatever it is, but when I try to build something out of lego I always have insufficient parts. Like, oh I want to build a transmission? Naaah I can’t, I don’t have the right gears. Oh I wanna build a truck chassis? Naaaah don’t have enough parts so it’s really weak. Oh wanna make a gun? Naaaah your prices are gonna magically fucking disappear.

And then when I ask my mum if I can buy parts with my own money, she says “no wait for you birthday/xmas”. And then when my birthday/Xmas rolls on around, ohp, (insert mouth fart noise) no parts.

BUT WAIT ! THERES MORE!

I finally got a program for my laptop that allows me to build shit without the limits of parts and shit, so I decided to make a project that is just a shit ton of parts I need (it allows you to purchase parts in a project to make it irl) and GEUSS FUCKING WHAT! MY ABSOLUTE SHITBOX OF A LAPTOP, DECIDED IT WOULD BE SOOO FUCKING HILARIOUS TO JUST NOW, AFTER ALLLL THESE YEARS OF NO ISSUES, NOW IT DECIDES TO CRASH AND OVERHEAT AND SHIT.

My dad always told me “the only way you fail, is if you give up.” Well I give up. A fail. Because If I don’t? Things are going to end up broken.

Fucking bullshit

Either way my mum would probably not let me get it even if my laptop didn’t fuck me in the ass on this. It’s how it’s always been

Now it’s time I start fuckin around with actual cars- oh wait! I’m a fucking child.