Gonna share a bit of vulnerability here, but ifkr.
I’m in the loop of kicking myself down, obsessing over tiniest of details, not being able to meet my “perfect expectations”, scrapping the project, then kicking myself further.
It’s progressed to a point where actually starting to do something is a whole ass war, that I give up the moment I boot up pc/open Stick Nodes, because of inate fear of failing.
Replying to:████████ ██that’s how I am with making figures. it’s why i spend all my
I’ve spent multiple years on planning out my series, and when I finally go about doing it, I hyperfixiate on small problem until it’s “fixed”, which then leads me back to rewriting the very first scene.
Although the problem likely is just me, and I’d solve it if I just kept on going in the story for the first draft.
real but once you start it feels hella rewarding to know you’ve actually begun the process
i’ll confirm or deny in 3 years when I start making things again
Gonna share a bit of vulnerability here, but ifkr.
I’m in the loop of kicking myself down, obsessing over tiniest of details, not being able to meet my “perfect expectations”, scrapping the project, then kicking myself further.
It’s progressed to a point where actually starting to do something is a whole ass war, that I give up the moment I boot up pc/open Stick Nodes, because of inate fear of failing.
Shit’s wack.
that’s how I am with making figures. it’s why i spend all my time thinking about my ideas rather than making them real
I’ve spent multiple years on planning out my series, and when I finally go about doing it, I hyperfixiate on small problem until it’s “fixed”, which then leads me back to rewriting the very first scene.
Although the problem likely is just me, and I’d solve it if I just kept on going in the story for the first draft.
the woes of a writer
I feel like it’s actually more underlying problems than just “that’s just how it is” lmao
it is