I know I’m going against my word.

But I’m tired of being this absolute loser who decided to run away from my issues thinking they would all magically disappear. I need to stop being so dumb about this, stop hiding away from my guilt for months and months, and come clean, and try to make things better for you and everyone here. So I’m taking responsibility while I have the opportunity right now. I’ll try not to write a whole books worth of stuff to explain, but my hope is that you at least hear me out.

I want to make it well known that on March 19, 2025, or a day close to that time, I took it upon myself to post a very transphobic and hurtful image of a trans flag being burnt to ashes. Not only that, but I also thought @’ing giganshowaera would be funny. In a post I made later, gigan made a harmless comment on it and I replied “You’re on thin ice bud. Don’t make me post it again.” within a few hours of me posting.

It gets worse. I tried to make this shit pile of an apology a few days after. In it, I did address the issue, but I tried shifting some of the blame to gigan, as if doing that was better. I also used an excuse that “I have trans friends so I’m not transphobic”.

Then, finally, I made a post saying that I was quitting, and that I wanted the mods to ban me for good. This was all just to run away from the drama and try to hide from it for as long as I lived.

I’m going to just start by saying that this is all just wrong. A situation like this should have never been handled like this. Gigan, you take absolutely no part in the blame, I do.

I was the one who completely disrespected you and an entire community of awesome people. I fully acknowledge the damage I’ve done, and I give you my most sincere apology. Truly.

Now, here’s the thing, I don’t expect any forgiveness or support from the the community, but I do want to try and fix this the best way I can.

Starting tomorrow, if the mods do allow it, I will officially continue posting normal content, like maybe a meme or just a check up to see how everyone’s day is going, but if anyone has any questions or just something they would like to say, I’m open to listen.

I don’t care if it’s cruel or funny or just slur of the moment, public shaming like that is a fucking disgusting thing to do, and I am ashamed. Gigan, I don’t want to do this anymore. I really want to fix this mistake I made a while back, and I mean it. I love you and everyone in this community as a family, and I want to prove it one last time.

I hope this post finds all of you well. I’m sorry it took so long to get this shit off my chest, but I needed this.

Have a blessed day, y’all. 😊😊

-Kam