hey
ive decided that im going to take a break for a few weeks from this site because my mental health has gone back to an all time low
i need some time to think about how i do things and how i can be better, and so my head doesn’t just go to shit

ill still be active today, saturday and sunday, but im thinking of coming back around june 8th
i also still be active on silly smp and that other group that jade made because those are my friends and i literally have no one
i just need to focus on real life things rather than making funny posts or stupid comments on this site
recently, ive really just been really suicidal
not taking care of my self, beating myself up over small things, my parents just being assholes for no reason, and having moments when I just want to throw myself into oncoming traffic
its gotten worse over the past few days and I really need time to recover

until then, i will be lurking
xoxo