Things are going well with me and my ‘crush’ (I still don’t like calling it that), I really can’t say that much at this point, the need for secrecy has increased.

This is a good thing though, Rather than it being quite one sided I believe i’ve started to make an impact on them and they ended up congratulating me for something a while back and seemed quite supportive and indulgent, it’s still early but considering how long i’ve been at this (1 year) it’s good results, maybe not for some when considered, but for me it is.

So i’m feeling pretty good lately and more secure with what the future might bring.

As a side note, I just looked back to my old post a year ago in this same group saying about how I didn’t want a relationship, ironic really. reading old posts are confusing, cringy and kind of funny.