I like watching videos of black men shaking their booty cheeks. I don’t know why but when I click on a video and see a black man shaking his cheeks, it just makes my mouth drool and I start dancing with the black man as well. Sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror, I sometimes hallucinate and see black men twerking on my couch and It brings a smile to my face. I wish I could become one with the black men twerking aggressively. Please understand what I’m going through and support me in my journey-