Not sure if this will hold any validity for you but what I’ve found my problem is with projects is I usually don’t think it’s worth it because I don’t have to do it but the problem is, many projects if not every project you’ll initially take on will be like that until you do need it then you’ll regret it.

I think just cracking on it with it whether it goes well or not and doing it when you can rather than waiting for the right time or reason to come to you can help. At least that’s something I would want to tell myself and act on, maybe it’ll do something for you too.