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    Kingston ๐Ÿ’šsubscriberocciferuc-winner-lvl3pro-noder 2023-03-25 05:08:06 UTC

    Hey guys, I just want to give you a heads up that I might be leaving this site for good.
    I don’t know why but I’ve just not been feeling like myself lately and I’ve been depressed, and this drama that’s been going on has just really been making me feel…. I don’t know how finish that sentence. I don’t know how to put my feelings and thoughts into words. I don’t know what’s been going on with me, but it’s weird and it’s messing me up.

    I don’t know if it’s going to happen, but I just want to let you know that I’ve been considering it, and for a while too. It’s just like… Is this really where I want to be? Is this really making me happy?

    I’m feeling really weird now, it’s like my brain is splitting into two. It’s like I’m breaking apart..
    I just don’t feel like how I felt last month, two months ago, the beginning of the year, last year, it’s like I’m having a war with myself and I don’t know how to express it.
    I’m new to this world, I’ve barely lived. I don’t know how to deal with this, I’ve never felt like this before.

    There’s lot of I don’t know’s in this post, that’s because I feel like I’m going through some mental illness or something. I don’t even know why I’m posting this or how to end this post, so I’m just going to end it here

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    • I went through something like this awhile back
      It makes everything seem meaningless and grey, and makes you question yourself and your reality
      Itโ€™s a stupid bug, itโ€™ll pass as time progresses and your mentality changes
      just donโ€™t hold onto the thought of it never changing, look for the positives and pull through

      2023-03-25 05:12:27 UTC 8
      • Replying to: anomalyI went through something like this awhile back It makes ever

        2nd paragraph is exactly how I feel
        You put it into words, thank you

        2023-03-25 05:17:18 UTC 1
    • I think I just need something to do. I haven’t even touched my animating computer in weeks

      Can someone make a Collab or something? I really want to see what Lemon or Cheese could come up with

      2023-03-25 05:18:26 UTC 3
      • Replying to: Kingston ๐Ÿ’šI think I just need something to do. I haven't even touched

        You animate on pc? (I assume thatโ€™s what you mean by computer)

        I always thought the mouse would be hard to use with Sticknodes, is that the case or does it work well?

        2023-03-25 11:32:02 UTC 1
        • Replying to: MannyAnimsYou animate on pc? (I assume thatโ€™s what you mean by compute

          No, I’m on a chromebook

          2023-03-25 16:31:54 UTC 1
          • Replying to: Kingston ๐Ÿ’šNo, I'm on a chromebook

            Ahh

            Point still stands though, is animating with a mouse hard or does it have a touch screen that you use?

            2023-03-25 17:07:22 UTC 1
    • Iโ€™m sorry you feel that way. While Iโ€™ve never experienced that myself, just know that no matter what happens with this, people would be there for you (your family, friends, us).

      I hope you find your way and your happiness

      2023-03-25 11:34:50 UTC 1