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SillyWizard01
2024-01-17 00:14:56 UTC i think, i hate my life
life is getting to be a spiral of just so much bullshit and monotony
i cant be bothered to keep trying anymore, i just cant
im setting myself up for disappointment, i mean literally
i play my stupid parkour game, expecting to be better and then i die over. and over. and over. im expecting something to change when i know its not going to
i play my compound vr fps game, expecting to get past the first fucking level, and i just cant
i dont think im truly happy
i have distractions and i can get moments of “happiness” but im not truly happy
im not gonna kill myself, if thats what youre wondering
i think im just gonna stop trying, in all honesty
i think im just gonna watch youtube and talk to you guys and do my math, and thats all that i can be bothered to do anymore
im just, a wasted sack of shit, lmao
im a useless potato, basically
i cant do anything good that i want to do good except my math
whatever, man
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btw, please dont put this on site log, whoevers doing it
i dont want your pity, i pity myself enough, i just need an outlet to type this out where someone can listen to me
Jade, I want you to know that I don’t think of you as anything related to “useless” or “potatoes”
Sometimes our brains just like to slow down
you’re a very important person in my life, you’re amazing and creative and although you’re in a rut right now, I want you to know that I care for you, so does willow, so does so many other people in your life
Remember, tough times never last, only tough people
and you’re incredibly fucking tough, jade
I know you’ll get out of that rut
Ily :3
Please don’t make me cry…….
oh okay, I’m sorry
I really mean all of it, you’re the best, jade :3
god that little “:3” makes things feel insincere yet I can’t help but use it
it’s like a parasite
it is a parasite :3
It’s like when you use it once it feeds off of every sentence you make :3
fr
this sounds like a horror movie concept :3
it is literally just the game changed
oh
oh ewww
fitting but ewww
i like it….
OH NO AHH-
nevermind my opinions are irrelevant, it’s not uh
not quite my thing but you can enjoy what you enjoy and that rocks :3
sorry for being a bit of a dick with the “ewww” thing
oh no i dont care lol
but I care and being insincere and kinda unkind hurts if it don’t apologize
it’s just my nature
you are NOT louise (real)
willem is a lot more like me
Louise would very sarcastically make remarks and not apologize (all the while taking the jokes other people say oddly literally)
you ARE willem (Real)
doesn’t that make me a femboy tho???
yes. You know what i do to femboys, don’t you
you hug them????
why is he twitching lmao
he doesn’t even finish the smile the gif just looks like he’s being punched in the stomach and taking it like a champ while he stares directly into the camera
HAHAHHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAH
oro fr
maniacal laughter
spooky
I am… evil?
no (unless you want to be)
everybody needs some cathartic maniacal laughter
i will be in Verse
i am evil to my Verse characters
Uroboros Louise is kinda evil
she has a long road to redemption at the end of the story
and uh
I think after the ozymandian massacre people (creidetaires and survivors) know her as the “angel of death”
I had a thought that uroboros is really just a horror story told from the perspective of the killer and their friends
J will be like that tbh too
me, stealing ideas
I want to explain how that idea works for uroboros though because I think it’s cool :3
i forgot to reply to this ummmm
pls do
okay but not here (gives away too much of the plot)
hold on
41 comments and its just you two goobie snooberts flapdoodling like turkeys :3
it’s 43 now :3
i thought of something funnier than 43
44
you know what’s even funnier than that
45
46?
No, 47, silly
48
Dude, I have felt what you have felt. I was once a go lucky guy with aspirations of my own and I was doing new things every day. Then I went into my addiction. I don’t talk about it that much and I don’t plan to talk about it more, but it ruined my life. I’m still trying to come back from it. The past few years I was just going through the motions and trying to get home, then watch YouTube for about 20 minutes and go to bed. Then I repeated that over and over and over for almost 3 years. I just gave up on life, and it gave up on me. But then I found this place, I watched the community and decided to join it, it gave me something new to do, I don’t think I would be alive without you guys, and I mean that. You guys saved me. If it wasn’t for the amazing people I have met on this site, like you, I would still be going through the motions. If you don’t like what you are doing, then you can always try new things, the whole world is out there for you, don’t give up now when the journey has just begun. What I lacked was motivation and a willingness to accomplish my goals. Find yourself and find the goals you want to accomplish. By all means, it will be difficult to find your spirit to do things again, it took me years, and I went back to the way I was again and again. But after hard work and dedication I found my way, for the most part. Find what makes you truly happy, and stop caring about finding happiness, if you do the things, you enjoy and are around people you love and cherish, it will find you. This isn’t advice, and I’m not telling you what to do, I’m just a dude that cares for you. I know that was kind of a weird thing for me to say but it’s true, I’m here for you man, and I think everyone else is here for you too.
Stay safe out there man.
Also, you’re not useless, I think your one of the best users on the site and for good reason
Please don’t make me cry…….
I’m here for you man, if you ever need anything you know where to find me
Yea, I’m right outside actually
Knock Knock
Thats really meaningful, you just touched my heart
You aren’t a useless potato, You’re a Perfect Flower in a garden
If you Die, I’m Fucking coming over to you and reviving you
would you teabag me first Y/N this is urgent
No
Aww i’m sorry to hear that i hope you feel better soon!