in the span of a day ive lost 2 of my old friends,

well, not really lost, just kind of stopped talking and unfriended

im thinking, this might be a sign to move on, you know?

i mean, this whole period of having to take care of my grandma, my mom, and deal with my grandpa dying has been a change in my life, obviously, but maybe its a good change, you know?

ive made a bigger and better friend group, one with 5 other people and me, along with the smaller friend groups where just like 2 people know each other and me at the same time,

im actually able to handle this big friend group though, unlike old ones, so i think it was just a gods way of saying that its time for me to move on, do better things, and be happy with the friends i have now instead of dwelling on the old ones

and, maybe i should focus on writing my story, too, i guess