Watched like a minute of it, I think it’s about what might’ve happened had a person not offend themselves? Idk but I think with any given depression / suicidal stuff it comes down to what you allow yourself to live regularly.

If you live in your own squalor without balance or anything and can’t see fit to try and change it even little by little then it’s no wonder things get worse. Of course things are shit, really shit sometimes, for a long time even but it’s all feelings, all emotion and what you tell yourself, the mindset, the ideologies etc.

Making small changes, taking small steps is the slow but steady path to recovery along with many other things both good and bad. Sometimes the best medicine for you is the hardest to take.

If you feel these feelings of depression and more still, hopefully you can find solace in the right words, the right steps you may take, even if they be small, seemingly inconceivable to the point of becoming pointless, it does make a difference, so do you, never forget that.