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    margot 2024-04-05 21:46:52 UTC

    I’ve been here for two years.
    April 5th, 2022. It doesn’t say that if you check this profile. This is my alternate account, since I lost my main account. Want a real idea of my life on this site, check my actual profile. Anomaly. It’s weird, since two years in days is 730 days, yet the profile says 731, even though I joined today, two years ago. But yeah. I joined on April 5th, 2022. I have been a member for 731 days, and I’m the 102,691st person to register an account.

    I wanted to make this bigger. I wanted to ping some friends, I wanted to tell them how appreciative I am of all they’ve done for me, all I’ve created. I will, just without the pings. Didn’t want to bother anyone with that. Now, this site has changed me.

    I used to be Christian. I was straight. I used to argue with strangers on the internet. I was an idiot, really. Said stupid stuff I still think about and It makes me want to gouge my eyes out. I used to get mad about memes about the Beatles, starting off with a massive argument. I regret that, but I still fucking hate Invader.

    I’m an atheist now. I go both ways now. I don’t argue often, try my best to be as open as I can without seeming dense or idiotic. I’m still an idiot, though. I say stupid stuff every day. Only difference is that this time, it’s in private on Discord with my friends. Speaking of—

    I could say a lot of things about this site. About how it’s changing, about how it’s getting worse. I won’t, though. Everyone can have their own conclusions. It’s mostly because of the new, younger users, and everyone can have their own thoughts and actions. Personally, I don’t like children. I don’t want to be negative or cynical about this site because it’s given me something I never thought I deserved, really.

    Friends. Where do I begin? If I do, I’ll never stop. So, I’ll just get into it without theatrics. If I list It, someone’s going to get left out. If you’re reading this, you know who you are. Thank you all so much, really. Everything you’ve done for me, all the things we did together. The stupid stuff, the sincere talks, just—everything. Thank you for creating with me. Thank you for reading my awful writing and being there for all these projects I never finished. I love you guys, and I love this site. I wouldn’t be who I am now without it.
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