update from your favorite queer lizard

HEY hello hi people
i know there’s tasty drama going on but i’d love to have your attention for a few microscopic seconds
in the grand scheme of things this moment is as small as any other moment could be so please take a moment to read a paragraph with almost no capitalization
im alive!!! still writing that special secret little project and still anxious
two constants in my life

had a bit of a dry gap in working on the outline for a few days, hit a creative rut
NOW im right back at it and progress is coming along steadily!!!
it’s good!!!
life is moderate
same daily constants as always too
brain is dead
mind is full (of ideas)
coffee is fuel
that’s a reference to something (if you get it then congrats!! we probably have the same hyperfixations)

now in the outline, i like to structure it by having some sections broken up with names or designations— and some of them are references while others are story relevant
some can have things to do with the story like ”theophany” and others can just be for fun!!
just like the thing in this teaser, since i finally wanted to tease something
not getting that sweet weird feeling you get from keeping a secret and slowly showing more and more from it
dopamine or something … anyways, see you homosexuals later, have fun trying to decipher (or just passively attempt to understand) that clusterfuck of an image below

teaser ft. benjamin ultrakill