i know i said i would be taking a break but this doesnt count becuss it counts as something that is beneficial for me

Anyways, I did a deep dive into that guy Jade posted about yesterday, Nicholas Bowling.
I can safely say that Nick is not only a bigoted homophobe, but he also uses pride month to garner views in attention.
After thoroughly digging through his content, I had at hard time reading him because of him always shutting people down and just reading out a verse and saying ‘Jesus loves you’ in the most strained, dragged out way possible.
I also have found out that he is from Kentucky and currently lives there, which is where he filmed a lot of his pride videos.
A lot of his recent videos contain him illegally filming at Kentucky’s biggest pride festival, preaching verses and opinions he holds and what he has gotten from the bible.
In these videos, a lot of people are demeaning him and shouting at him, which is something I do not condone. (But, I’ll talk about that later)
In one of his videos, (below) a woman asks why he enjoys preaching at the pride festival negative beliefs and filming his ‘victims’ at their most vulnerable, and asks if he thought this was ohkay?
Of course, he says he doesn’t think it’s wrong and goes in depth about Mary Magdalene, who, via his words, “out of seven different demons/spirits” or some shit and then he talks about another woman who Jesus had watched over who had five different husbands. Essentially , he’s saying that it’s not a sin because the Bible has recorded things before without consent.
But, that shouldn’t make it right. A majority of the people at the Kentucky pride festival were adults, meaning they’re at or exceed the age of consent. Regardless, he did not get permission to film, and he shouldn’t have used the Bible as his vouch because that just makes you weak and dependent.
The life goal is to become strong ans independent , and his parents did a horrible job of enforcing that, clearly. He also doesn’t allow the lady to speak up about any of her own points when she is clearly waiting for him to finish or leave it on a cliffhanger, leaving his bigoted audience to believe he’s right.

Another video/short that really gets me is this one (below)

In my personal belief, the woman in this video brings of an honest and valid point that I resonate with.
Why hate on a specific group of people for something they don’t necessarily get to choose, ruin their festival with your preaching of something very negative and touchy to them, then say ‘Well, it’s because got says this-‘
I have nothing against Christians, a lot of my real friends or Catholic, but what really bothers me is how he bases Jesus around his entire life, as if everything revolves around Christ.
Jesus isn’t always going to be there to guide you, much like a parent, he has 8 billion other people to encourage, but at least do things on your own.
As for the video, it’s just rage bait. Those are half of his videos.
Preach your more negative beliefs of homosexuality somewhere else rather than going to the place that makes people feel wanted and secure.
Being attracted to women as a woman myself really brings my mental health down because I know people don’t like me because of it, and I’ve been surrounded by hate ever since I was a little kid (I’m 13 now.)
So, having a place where I feel safe really makes me happy and loved by people, in other words, this is my safe space.
But, having that space bombarded with remarks and negativity, much like what I witnessed today, tears a hole in the trust I have here because I know it could happen again.

Lastly, the worst video I could muster up the courage of talking about really rubs me the wrong way. (below obv)

I don’t necessarily enjoy sex or anything NSFW related that I cannot mention here, but, if I’m horny, (HYPOTHETICALLY) is that really a crime?
He’s been making it seem like pride is all about sex and intercourse and shit, when it really isn’t.
It’s not like im openly saying ‘Proud to have sex with a woman!’
He hasn’t made any effort to research terminologies in the LGBTQ+ community, because he clearly doesn’t realize that Aro/Ace people exist too.

hes projecting so hard lmfao
kill this guy