Hi.
Youre probably wondering why ive been very inactive the past few days, so ill explain.

For years ive had stomach or more specifically, appendix problems. They werent to severe for me to go to the hospital, because to be honest, i am deathly afraid of hospitals.

But now recently its gotten to a point where i freaked out so much, i almost threw up.
I have other symptoms and problems aswell (like feeling bloated/acid or the need to go number 2 but nothing comes) that i am not sure what they could be.

So to my horror, i HAVE to go to the hospital in the next few days, and see what the doctors tell me i have and try to solve the issues.

To tell you, my fear of hospitals is because the hospitals in my area, are dirty (i saw a fucking rat once), the staff is unprofessional, and some patients even died due to their lack of professionalism.

So yeah, this is pretty much why ive been inactive on everything and how i am currently.

Ill keep yall updated, if i dont die that is.
see ya