it’s raining right now
I forgot how relaxing it is lol
I like when you can just hear it or see it but your not standing in it
it’s really nice, I feel way better now because of it
reason I wasn’t doing so good today is only because I was thinking about what I used to be like and how it’s kind of made me hate myself
i was just way more idiotic, I thought the wrong things and liked the wrong things because of an old friend (this is the anti woke friend I had made a few posts about a while back)
I took too long to realise that he wasnt a good influence and I hate that
so whenever I think back on it (it wasn’t very long ago either) I feel really annoyed at myself for being so stupid
re-entering this community has been so fucking good for me, it has changed how I am in a way I actually like
I love yall dude
thank you.