Idk why I waited this long, I guess it’s because “actions speak louder then words” but sometimes words are comforting. I thought I could mend all the crap I did earlier this year by changing, and due to that, I have never apologized to yall. For that I’m sorry.
Anyways, let me get right to it.
Back a few months ago I said some shitty shit, 3 big dramas come to mind immediately.
1: the gigan incident
2: the bacon incident
3: the tristar incident

1: I won’t try to justify myself. I was scrolling through the activity page and I saw gigans post about that stickfig (Sorry idk the character) and I liked it to much. I said “it turned me on” and gigan hated me for that (justified). Gigan, I am sorry for what I said.

2: this is a way more sensitive subject, silly made a post about being in a dark place late at night and I was just then getting on sticknodes on my laptop for the first time, I liked to type on the keyboard so I just layed words into the keyboard with no regard to what they actually said, I said “just watch porn or eat bacon, fixes shit for me”. That was extremely inappropriate for me to say, especially in a moment like that. I didn’t know wizards situation, and for that, I apologize for the emotional turmoil I have caused you, wizard.

3: yea nah this shit was just weird, I thought zilla looked oddly humanoid and so I googled why and was met with results of a statement made by the producers about wanting to make the design as elegant as possible and I took that waaay to far. Made me a weirdo. I’m sorry to whomever that effected.

If I am leaving anything out feel free to bash me in the comments, Idk why I waited this freaking long to apologize, I should have apologized way earlier. I didn’t wanna do this because idk if it would reopen olds wounds that’d best stay closed, I fully expect a whole storm in the comments saying how I’m weird or a bitch or a dumbass or that I should die or whatever else there is

Tbh, when I came here, when I had just found out about the activity page, I looked up to sillywizard. I looked up to manny, I looked up to tastymelon. Those 3 are the 3 lads where my SN idols I geuss…

Now here I am. Beefing with wizard almost daily, gigan hates my guts.. tbh, one of the reasons I haven’t done a face reveal is because of gigan, I’m worried that if he sees me irl and knows its the dumbass on the internet, ill get legit hurt.

The only reason I am still here is because I’m a stubborn, stupid little idiot who can’t take hints or ques or jokes. Sorry to everyone who I’ve annoyed, sorry to everyone I have hurt,

I am sorry.