Okay guys, Idk what to do

So yall know I’m a fairly creative guy right? Yea anyways, I feel like I put to much time into sticknodes, like I make tons of shit for no fucking reason, like who is going to use a movieclip of a 1967 impala from a show that no one gives a shit about in a style that no one else does?? Beats me

Anyways I’m asking for help genuinely, I feel like I’m at a creative impass

I have legos, and minecraft and all that mess but its not satiating that creative erge anymore, like, I know I have a lot of good stuff but, it just ain’t cutting it no mo, and I feel bad because My parents worked hard for the stuff and they are loving to me on the daily so that’s waht makes me feel like an ass because I’m getting less and less interested with lego and shit day by day… and I asked my mum about if I could work towards a truck and she said we didn’t have space and I asked her if I could get a 3d printer, apparently they are to expensive, and I want to work with metal or make big shit out of wood but we don’t have power tools

And I want to work with metal but welding equipment is expensive and I can’t make stuff out of foil because.. well its fucking foil

I know this sounds like my parents are bad for not letting me have what I want but they’re not, they’re genuinely good people who are just in a odd situation(of course when I start to want to do more creative stuff) and I know they’re trying there best to give me a good childhood and raise me right

I’m just asking yall what I should do. Because I’m bored with lego and have no access to literally anything else. (Yes I have the Lego program but I just can’t make something and not be able to be in it or feel it.)