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why do i always have depressing thoughts during the night when I’m trying to sleep
Like.. what i will see after death, loss of loved ones, a sudden and quick death. and just… they always return just to fuck me over when I’m trying to have a goddamn sleep
Every goddamn nightAnd I don’t even have a funny image to go along with this



Thats why I cut sleep out of the equation!
Its been 5 years.
I have those sometimes, I don’t really know how to combat it other then trying to think about all the good that you’ve been through
Man idk, whatever is going on I hope it blows over for you lad
If you need funny images I have no context images I can give you.
On a more serious note, if I can help at all, I’m here. I’d recommend maybe listening to music. It’s what gets me away from uh… killing myself. Every night, if I don’t have anything to muffle my own brain, then I start to spiral.