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    wacka 2024-12-01 05:24:50 UTC

    Locked by wacka on 2024-12-01 08:22:44 UTC

    Everything will be postponed.
    I get that I’m taking a break but everything just flipped upside down.

    My dog, she was 14 today.
    We put her down.
    I was on the verge of killing myself this morning.
    I had a mental breakdown too.
    I can’t take it anymore.
    It feels like everything I do ends up bad.
    I had to hold my fucking dog while she was having a seizure.
    I had to sit there and watch her suffer while I couldn’t do anything.

    I can’t do anything.
    It’s either I kill myself now to end my own suffering or live with it.
    Either or, it will hurt people.
    I can’t do anything.

    you’ll be lucky if you see me tomorrow.

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    • today has been so unreasonably shitty for me.
      i still cant believe that i lost my dog
      after a few minutes of bawling your eyes out, you soon have no more left.
      theres nothing you can let out

      im not going to kill myself, but i am really severely depressed
      ill try to get medical attention asap
      im not sure if i can go to school on monday so yeah.
      its just
      a lot

      please stay safe.
      dont be like me.

      2024-12-01 08:22:41 UTC 8