I think because I’ve just been doing the same sort of fill of things in my week and I’m at a point where basically none of it surprises me, even things that would otherwise usually worry or concern me is just like ‘ ah it’ll work out, I’ll deal with it when the time arises rather than worry aimlessly ‘

It’s very much dawning on me that adult life, work, day-to-day hussles and generally being aware of your own situation enough times just means it’s almost like life is passing you by, like you know what to expect but even if you don’t, you’re kind of prepared anyway.