taking a break again…

Hai! Im here to make another playlist post and to let you all know why i won’t be here for a little bit, and pretty much why i haven’t been here in general. I’ll link this uh, somewhere in a few discord servers so no ones left in the dark.
I wrote this at many different hours,
I don’t know when I’ll actually post this, so, say hi to semi-past me ig.

blah blah blah :
(No TL:DR, sry : ( , i don’t know how to summarize it, i made it as short and consumable as possible)
Honestly, I don’t know how to describe the situation ive been going through, im going to bulldoze through the beginning here so this comes off as rushed but theres no better way of saying it: my family has kinda been in a civil war lately, bad arguments and stuff.. and many other things have also fallen my way so im stressed as hell, and recently things have gotten somewhat worse, i just haven’t been able to do much lately besides process everything,
And, im going to talk about this for a minute, but, apparently my grandparents house burned down,
Yeah.
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As for what happened, the neighbors had some faulty stove wiring, in the farthest room back, and it only caught that part of their house on fire, important detail…
And the fire department arrived, and then proceeded to
1 completely fuck up the ceiling by unprofessionally busting holes everywhere, in every room,

2 flood the either house, including every, single, room, and every home of the apartment, (three homes) every inch .

3 traumatize the animals,
and one of them, (one of my cats), was killed because of this, and the worst part is I dont even really know how, and all the possibilities just fucking kill me.
Im not good at providing context when it comes to things like this, but all i can say is that she was a good kitty, I remember when i rescued her… thats a story for another time though, (I don’t talk about my animals much, I should more, but, damn shame that THIS has to be the way I begin…)
I haven’t seen that cat in well over five months but i guess that fire was apparently going to spread out of control right? Fuck all In the name of safety and SaCrAFiCe , incredible job! 👍

This was more than negligence, my grandpa is a witness, he heard one of them say that apparently this property was labeled a eyesore and burden by the city… If they’re willing to do this, I wonder what else they could’ve possibly done… its insane that they would even consider doing it but they went all in too, fully dedicated to making my grandparents lives miserable,
and, one final part, is that my grandpa still has to stay out there to protect the house from literally getting looted and trashed even more than it is, I fucking hate people, he can’t even rest and, I just can’t take this much longer…

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Sorry if that was alot, this has pushed me too far, Im going to let MusicBot take the stage, they wont be here too often because they got their own things but, it won’t be completely dead here.
@jester-2
Oh and,
@nfnhelp
Do a lil more too!
And Do a good job! This station cant waste valuable time!
Oh, and, @tastylemon16
I might be gone for more than this, cant say for sure, i have quite the confusing road ahead of me, I will work on all the things needed for NFN in whatever free time I can manage, don’t worry about me pushing myself to work on it, stuff like that actually clears my mind,
Don’t be afraid to make any changes as long as it doesn’t harm the main purpose of this group, or throw a coup and kick me out i don’t really care. (Id still like to be notified obviously, even if it is a coup…)
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Ill still be active on discord for the sake of my sanity, i do need to socialize more… I might just come out of my shell for more than five seconds who knows…

NO THEME : MUSIC ANARCHY!

tonight’s playlist includes:

•Lil darkie

•JPEGMAFIA

•Tyler, The Creator

•Freddie Dredd

•Pleasantries

•Kanye East

•Kendrick Lamar

Mode: Random!

I don’t even gotta ask i already know you guys understand, heres music to calm my nerves! Yayayay :333

Headphones recommended! Check volume, I don’t want any critical failures that result in any possible auditory disruption.
NEW! : I recommend that when each song ends you wait like 5/10 seconds before playing the next, or don’t, you, bastards…
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Lil Darkie – DYSTOPIA (put your hands up)

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JPEGMAFIA – Valentine’s Day Freestyle
Unmastered because it was the first to drop and i was there, i wanna share my exact same experience.

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JPEGMAFIA – 1539 N. Calvert

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Lil Darkie – REVOLVER

if u ain’t fw my vision then act like I don’t exist 🔥🔥🔥
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Freddie Dredd – ON THE NEWS

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Lil – Darkie – DARKIE STILL CANNOT RAP

This is the story, of Indian jesus.
I will not elaborate on that our of content bar.
LISTEN TO IT.
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Tyler, The Creator – MOTHER

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Pleasantries – YOU FILTHY PLAGIARIST (Ft THE REAL System of A Down)

Thank you!!! i actually wrote this song myself but they plagiarized me actually!
You bunch of dumb fucks.