Probably gonna be a very long post so uhhh yeah idk, definitely dont have to read all this but I need to get this off my chest

Okay almost nothing happened today besides a history quiz I feel very confident in BUT at lunch today was pretty shocking to say the least. Also my friend group has been slowly falling apart over the past few weeks and it fucking sucks, but Ill get to that later in the post.

First: today’s events, remember that kid who had straight up porn on his phone? Well at lunch he just straight up called my friend (HALF BLACK BTW) the N-WORD. Ok look, I get that people with special needs have a harder time understanding that some stuff is wrong, BUT YOU CANT FUCKING GET AWAY WITH THIS.

We (me and everyone else who witnessed) are definitely gonna bring this shit to the staff or whatever but first were gonna compile shit that hes done just because this mf can NOT keep getting away with this shit. Like it doesn’t make sense why he gets away with shit like this and it pisses me off so bad because hes definitely been reported multiple times for being perverted and having weird shit on his phone and overall just an annoyance, but they take his side because “Cmon he has a harder time understanding this!” WELL MAKE HIM FUCKING UNDERSTAND IT. Also im really fucking worried for both this year and the following year when I enter high-school.

This year, my little sister went into the 6th grade at the same school im at, and the perverted mf has a history of being weird around younger kids. And IM TALKING YOUNG, LIKE 5TH GRADE AND UNDER, but this doesn’t mean he primarily targets them, hes been weird to girls in our grade level and in the middle school itself and hes super annoying to the boys. Then with the High-school shit, my mom is a special needs teacher or.. assistant, idk exactly but she works with sped kids either way, and she deals with him next year, and im really, really fucking scared. If he tries anything on my family or my close friends I honestly dont fucking care im beating his ass. Actually no, WERE beating his ass cuz basically everyone wants to because of the things hes already done but cant since they’ll never have a valid reason to do so. Thats the main worry with this kid along with the story of today.

Then theres the friend group drama thing. My best friend is getting manipulated and doesn’t realize it. Ill just call him RS because thats his initials. Hes been getting manipulated by some girl (who ill call Heather since its kinda close to her actual name) hes barely known for a few months and it’s genuinely fucking scary the shit hes doing. Hes changing EVERYTHING for this mf and leaving all his friends behind. Its not like shes a good person ether, as I already said shes manipulating him but she’s also extremely salty, rude, toxic and overall just not a good person. I feel really bad for her girlfriend (YES HE KNOWS SHES TAKEN.) Because Heather might aswell be dating RS because of how fucking weird they are with eachother.

Hes literally fallen asleep on her, and shes done the same to him. Her girlfriend literally calls it “cheating without cheating” and I feel really bad because the reason she doesn’t just break up with her is probably because shes scared of how hard its gonna be and losing someone your close to is really tough but I’d still break up if I was her tbh. Anyways it fucking sucks though because me and my main friend group have been trying to get RS back to the way he was and make him realize how hes let himself be manipulated but he NEVER FUCKING LISTENS ANYMORE. He just makes up some bullshit excuse like “I have new priorities” or “I just feel more comfortable around her” no, you dont, your just a fucking simp.

He literally said how he might be gay, which isnt a bad thing but it literally proves he’d go as far as to change his sexuality to appeal to her. And believe me, the whole time I’ve known RS, HE WAS THE MOST STRAIGHT KID IVE EVER SEEN. LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK? And hes been fucking LYING to me and the rest of my main friend group.

He recently made a plan to act like he hates Heather, but in reality they were just trying to get info on why we didnt like her. I even saw him say that he was “going to sleep” at around 10:50, he was up until atleast 1am. Idk what he was doing but he must’ve caught on that I caught on so he disabled the ability for me to see when he was last online. Holy shit. One night, me and my other close friend who ill call Jake got really fucking pissed at him, and we fucking lost it. We were extremely angry in the moment but we definitely felt bad after, I even cried after that and told my other friends how fucking awful and guilty I felt after it. Thankfully their decent humans and tried to get me to calm down and one of them even asked if I was alright when they saw me at school. But, im fucking losing my shit. This whole drama has people split into two different sides, each fighting against the other and shes slowly making him hate everyone else on the other side, which INCLUDES ME AND JAKE, WHO USED TO BE HIS BEST FRIENDS. I dont wanna leave him, but if hes gonna let himself be someone like that im done with him. I really want to be forgiving especially if its someone I’ve known for a while but I’m not gonna be able to if this shit keeps happening.

There is a lot more to this drama thing but, thats basically a brief rundown thing as of whats happened as of now. This shit is so fucking exhausting to deal with especially with my life already stressful without it. I just wish he could fucking stop but no matter what I try, I cant get him to.

I might delete this post idk since its way more personal then all the other things I’ve ever posted on here