alright, i’m here again and the website is looking alien as hell
hope nobody missed me

sometime near spring or summer this year, i had decided to boycott my sticknodes account
i had genuinely lost interest, with some of the reasons being the dreamy normie-infested community giving me nightmares and the fact that it had become horridly difficult for me to keep up my creation quota with my schedule in other means

recently, i had realized that i was still in many of the discord community servers that people like @somerandomcrab , @therealderpherp etc had founded and had been active in
i went to check out @nsnarcadeactual ‘s [unrealistic] nsn community server and others, where i made quick checkups with everything that was happening
during my long abscence, i feel as if my wits and critical thinking skills had flourished

-and soon a user who i couldn’t identify from before by the name of “Deadlocked123” on discord invited me to the discord of his series
putting aside all of the horrible plot construction (including reused content from milsim games like arma 3) and the user base, i suddenly began experiencing a moment of philosophy and christmas gathering

even if i still greatly despise the niche of many here, i must still respect them as they are still people- the world is imperfect, and that means so are people and their ideals (even including my own) and discriminating against said normies is in the same matter
i can sill participate in something, as i won’t be associated with it like a label if i don’t want it to be that way

so welcome back myself