Really long overdue log:
I’ve officially discovered my preferred music genre, and it’s guitar based music (especially rock and songs with the bass guitar in the fore or background)

Got GTA SA for pc last month (the non-remastered original version), don’t ask how i got it

School finally left me alone, projects are done, nothing to worry about this december, but with that said
Going to go to another asian country that isn’t my home country later (at the time this was posted), since exams were rescheduled for december and this trip was already planned before that, i’m probably going to get fucked in the ass by exams on january (cuz i be the only one takin’ it)

i learned how to dance kpop for a school thing, it was… different… to say the least

I think i mentioned something about me being friends with two girls i was midly interested in, well, with my predictions, it’s going to go downhill once i come back in jan, since my other classmates started teasing that i “like them”, the two are probably gonna ghost me after the first 2 weeks of jan, oh well, as if i’d spend the next school year with them, atleast it was fun while it lasted.

Having a crisis on whether i should force myself to animate every weekend, it’s slowly becoming a chore to me, can’t even finish a 20 sec animation, it’s becoming tedious, it doesn’t help that i have a weird school sched (like 1:30 afternoon to 8:00 night) and my iPad (animating platform) is the first gen and is just, really shit, but, i don’t know if i want to give up animation yet.

Inventory:
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CRX – Ways To Fake It (to remind myself not to breakdown in front of others because they don’t have see everything that’s wrong with me)

Subtle self-degrading joke generator (somewhat defective, sometimes the jokes give away that i have problems amd make it clear i have low self-regard)

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Sanity level : “this is fine”
Health : 81.9%
Mental state : *internally screaming while face is blank-tired*
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