I’m okay, for now at least. I’ve been nervous to come back here because people might think it was just a publicity stunt, but I honestly am okay for now. I have struggled with suicidal ideology and depression for a few years now, but I’m trying to keep going. Clearly, by all people concerned about me, I am cared about, and that’s enough to stop me, because as much as I hate myself, I can’t bring myself to make you guys sad. As tough as life is right now, I’m going to try to keep going. Thank you all for helping me, if it wasn’t for people like @tastylemon16, @epitaph200, @redsanimation, and @arcionek helping me through this I might not be here to type this right now. Thank you. Oh, and give @panzerkamf123 a break, I forgive him, he was trying to help but it came out wrong. I don’t want him to be bullied, because I don’t want him to feel the same way I feel: depressed and suicidal.

(Btw, for those of you who don’t know who I am, I’m one of the oldest users on the site, I joined about 3 years ago in August of 2017 under the name of BluePig. I don’t usually talk about my past under that name, because honestly I was an immature piece of sh*t. But I matured, and now I’m the dude you know as Exotic Animations, the bee dude.)