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oh great @asticknodesuser2
I seek guidance

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thinking about… mah gendah idenatitty
so I’m constantly receiving visions and ideas of a happy future
not as my current shitty self
I’m not entirely sure whether that means becoming a femboy or transitioning but I js don’t feel happy as myself

holy shit
so much yapperoni sauce
I will shut the pingas up now

I just realized if it weren’t for Sticknodes dot fucking com I would still be straight as a line, indoctrinated by Big Christianity to not be myself and fit some mold for a book written thousands of years ago that promotes damn slavery and has gone through innumerable people and translations
so thanks sn for making me gay ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷

his opinion does suck but also like
he’s cool with me being bi
but also I’m NOT cool with his comments about gays being unnatural and not right; and his transphobia
I’m gonna die
the yaoi
it has to happen
I can fix him and the yaoi can play out just as planned
I can un-doom the yaoi

FUCK!!
the yaoi is doomed
he’s been cursed
brainwashed by big Christianity to feel prejudiced towards gay people and said in his own words they are not right and unnatural
but allegedly isn’t homophobic
and also said he has a problem with trans people
so transphobic too
I
this was very eye opening
I thought he was better than this
b-but
I can FIX HIM

real message I sent to him this morning

good morning sunshine!
w-what? no! I’m not a tsundere!
Baka!

kill me please
I’ve seen too much
heard to much
said to much
felt to much
ag
I’m
disintegrate
ing
arg wow that hurts a lot

oh yeah and they fucking—
they called me disgusting??
for being bi??
man
I knew us Christians typically don’t like most things queer
but like
damn

faaaaahh

I accidentally just came out to three random ass people 💔💔💔🥀🥀🥀✌️🫩

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I’M GOING TO FUCKING DIE

I SPILT HIS COFFEE ALL OVER THE DAMN FLOOR
AND HE WAS SO NICE ABOUT IT
HE WENT LIKE “no, no it’s ok man” WHEN I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IM DISINTEGRATING

hello
it’s bi noon, and uh
くそ I don’t know how I was gonna finish that
anyways
in this group
bi guy says bi things
like bi hi
and bi bye

anyways
so like
my crush has an OC now and I’m so happy
it makes me happy the person I like is also a creative
that’s it, for now
goodbi