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I know this is probably not the best app to tall about this stuff or most of what I post anyway, but I kind of don’t know what else to do cause every option feels selfish of me especially with what I know other people go through, now, here I am again,
Recently I’ve been kind of feeling like the world just like to mess with me and I am just here to either suffer or mess up and be seen as a bad person, any chance of happiness I find gets teasingly stripped away from me and I cannot do anything about it, I tried thinking positively and even though it worked only a few times something happens and I am right back to square one, I sometimes find myself wanting to explore a love relationship with a woman for every opportunity to be crushed by something, whether that be she already has a boyfriend or I just cannot get into a relationship, I don’t really think I’m depressed or anything, I’m just tired of life shitting on me every way possible.
Yeah, it can be rough sometimes, maybe even for a long time but it comes back to all of us to interpret it however we should so choose, you could take pity for yourself but that won’t change anything. You’re allowed to feel down every now and again but it should be noted that just because you feel down that doesn’t mean it’s over or that it’s just you feeling that way.
You got to find your reasoning for different things and just go with it, love is for all people’s, beauty is subjective and love can be found almost anywhere with anyone, just give it time and give yourself a sporting chance by doing things like upkeeping hygiene, maintaining some self-respect and confidence and also to try and be invested to yourself enough so, that when it comes to having self-respect, you and others will have reasons to respect and appreciate you.