• Wip on a remake of her old thumbnail

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    • Here’s the old one

      2021-08-28 11:10:37 UTC 5
    • There’s a bit of “lore” on why there’s a mask version of her that’s like , “ghost like” right behind her face

      Apathy is her other personality , one that was born in the wake of mourning the supposed death of her best friend and lover , Alisdair

      Though they were young when all he events went down , they both of course imagined living out their lives together , usually giving each other the stereotypical “puppy love” teens give each other while dating .

      The supposed passing of her partner , broke her completely , vowing to never fall for another man again to commemorate him .

      Apathy was born out of spite to everyone that surrounded the situation. While Eleanor grew closed off , scared , sensitive , “weak” , Apathy was the complete opposite , loud , bombastic , but most of all , yearning for vengeance.

      Her name comes from the reaction everyone gave to Alisdair’s life , that being Apathetic

      There was never an attempt to help him after his father passed , there was no attempt to help him when his own mother fired a gun at her , there wasn’t even a attempt to help him when he was threatening to off himself

      No law enforcement , no family , no friends , no one truly stepped in to help . The only thing she witnessed from them was how they supposedly “cared so much for the boy” or “we did everything we could” bullshit she saw first hand . The news story came and went as if it was just another day in the office , a whole life lost , lives changed , destroyed

      And yet , the only thing she felt was the burn of the word “Apathy” burn itself in her mind”

      2021-08-28 11:20:56 UTC 2
      • Replying to: 🎄🏳️‍⚧️René (F)🏳️‍⚧️🎄There's a bit of "lore" on why there's a mask version of

        Apathy herself , first appeared as a voice inside of her head , any situation she was in the where she’d usually quiver in fear , stayed silent , etc

        Apathy would yearn for violence , for Ellie to make a change , for her to speak out against the ignorance towards the death of a kid , a son , a brother , a friend , and most importantly to her , a lover

        Facially , Ellie always had nightmares of Apathy , she’d appear as a exact “clone” of Ellie but her face was monstrous and corpse like

        Facial features exaggerated , the make up , the eyes , the lips , the build of the face , she was a twisted embodiment of what Ellie feared personality

        Her looks , her attitude , and death , the blue color being that of a cold corpse but exaggerated 10 fold

        2021-08-28 11:25:59 UTC 1
        • Replying to: 🎄🏳️‍⚧️René (F)🏳️‍⚧️🎄Apathy herself , first appeared as a voice inside of her hea

          So yea

          Tldr

          Mask represents her opposite , instead of scared and closed off , Apathy is chaotic and fearless

          She represents everything Ellie hated about the situation surrounding Alisdair’s death , and everything Ellie isn’t

          2021-08-28 11:29:19 UTC 1
    • Oh shit she’s a stand user

      2021-08-28 15:16:21 UTC 0