Hello!...

I am very sorry for my sudden absence! It has been awhile. At first I was going to make a bigger post about it also doing a bunch of crazy stuff but as time goes on I feel that people just need to hear from me.

So, am I alright? Nope! My family hates my guts and would prefer to stress me out to the point where I just cant function normally, like straight up, the disrespect has been insane, bless you if you have a normal family and bonus points if you don’t live in Appalachia! (fuckass part of the country dawg)

But yeah, all of that stuff has stressed me like out like hell, I’m not trying to doom and gloom nor am I looking for any sort of empathy, I just wanted to clarify, i know the things i do are confusing and i never give proper explanation so…
Just know: the reality of all this is much more complex and runs very deep, and has been going on for a long time, not only that but it has affected everything I do for a while now and only recently did I collapse under that pressure, There’s absolutely no point in talking about it in detail, Google has enough information on me, but you would all be surprised if you knew how much stress I can withstand before I crumble, not saying that’s healthy or normal but it’s how ive had to live for a long time now.

You can see despite all that though, I’m in quite high spirits! That is because I have plans! Plans I will not and can not reveal because… I will probably contradict myself. But its plans alright, for NFN and more importantly, myself.

Speaking of Nodeflow Network, i am sorry for all the delays and train wrecked plans throughout this year, im surprised I even got it to this point actually, even more surprised that people showed high levels of interest at one point, id like to say thank you all, thank you to everyone who simply took this idea seriously, group member or not, i can only go forward and take accountability for all the wasted months but i will acknowledge that I wouldnt even feel the need to do so without that support this project had, its unbelievable and truly reminds me of my own worth. So again, Thank You all.

NodeFlow Network Is * not * Dead! And neither is MusicBot (under new management…) OR THE FUCKING PLAYLIST, IM ABOUT TO HAVE AN OPEN FOUR DAY WEEKEND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT MEANS? IT MEANS ITS TIME TO CHUG THREE MONSTERS UNTIL MY SPINE TINGLES, AND TIME DRILL OUT MY EARDRUMS LIKE ITS * THE * OBJECTIVE!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND MAGGOT?? YES?? GOOD! I WASNT ASKING!!
(rocket jumps away like le badass)
(also if you didnt catch it im updating the playlist)

I know i may say this alot but I do mean it, I hope youve all had a better existence than me in this realm, value what you have for me if ya dont mind! Ya selfish pig.

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Heres two songs that ive been listening to lately!!! As well as some art of an oc that hasnt been around here in awhile….

Lil Darkie – COMPOSITION XI

GODHANDUSA – AMBULANCE

Hmmm one of these guys sound familiar…… HMMMMM