honestly, I don\’t think I be as active as I once was anymore.
And when I say this I mean
– -Not NFN, I\’ve been working hard to change what NFN means and have been attempting to give it whole new opportunities and content.

– No, not Project Blue Book (that\’s something that got punted due to having to move to a whole new town due to unfortunate surcumstance
(Not many know about that anyway, not unless you saw it on my profile and we\’re curious)
And
– and No, I\’m not entirely leaving, are you insane?

I just need to take a step back to plan out how I\’m actually going to make things possible.

I\’ll give more details once I come back I guess, I\’ll will say though I have too much to do with my life atm. (As in get an actual job and stuff such as that)

And that also means I can\’t go at the same rate as I did once before,
THAT SAID PLAYLIST UPDATES TODAY WOOHOO! YEAH IM NOT POSTPONING MY OBLIGATIONS I MISSED DOING THAT SHIT OHHHHH MAN WOOHOO.

Might take me a minute, might be later today. But once it\’s updated I\’ll drop the 2026 playlist link
(For YouTube only,) (Spotify/Soundcloud ones stays the same, still going to be updated though.)

And I\’ll be back momentarily for my site log tomorrow, and NewsBot will give updates within a reasonable amount of time (perhaps even today) every now and then.

But besides that. I gotta focus on things.

Goodbye. For now.

Hello all, i would like to start by saying that I finally figured out where I’m staying tonight. It’s a home for people in a similar situation to me, not a shelter but not an apartment. It’s a nice place really, I might be here for a couple of weeks or a couple of years depending on what the outcome of the current situation.

I know it’s probably no big deal but I do apologize if my last post made anyone worry too much. I have been given some pretty bad news over the course of today.

I’m going to try to keep the whole story short but the family I have (that actually lives with me) are all in custody. I don’t want to go into details as to why but it’s safe to say I won’t be seeing them again for awhile (Glad I wasn’t in that house let’s put it like that 💀)
On top of that, there’s literally nobody to take care of my animals. So animal control had to take them too. I’m very worried that I might not ever get to see any of them again.

Unfortunately that includes my Allie cat. She’s that black cat I’ve posted before if you’ve seen. I’m just so worried right now, I can just tell she’s afraid and even possibly alone.

As you can all tell this has got me all mixed up. And once again I have to say that “i have to delay this that etc” but this time:

I will push back group updates by 3 days.
I really do apologize, NFN has barley had any celebrations or anything and it seems like things just keep getting in the way but I’m simply dealing with too much right now.

On a side note, cant believe some of y’all have supported NFN for this long! Were officially at the half mark for cult leader!! I can’t believe it, thank you all for being with me through NFNs developing years.
I truly won’t ever forget it. I’ll make up for all of these delays with something fun. NFN Lore Finna go wild.

I WILL MAKE UP FOR IT!
Thank you all for reading, here are some emotional support photos of my cat that I use to remind myself that she’s probably okay.

oc concept art

Hello!...

I am very sorry for my sudden absence! It has been awhile. At first I was going to make a bigger post about it also doing a bunch of crazy stuff but as time goes on I feel that people just need to hear from me.

So, am I alright? Nope! My family hates my guts and would prefer to stress me out to the point where I just cant function normally, like straight up, the disrespect has been insane, bless you if you have a normal family and bonus points if you don’t live in Appalachia! (fuckass part of the country dawg)

But yeah, all of that stuff has stressed me like out like hell, I’m not trying to doom and gloom nor am I looking for any sort of empathy, I just wanted to clarify, i know the things i do are confusing and i never give proper explanation so…
Just know: the reality of all this is much more complex and runs very deep, and has been going on for a long time, not only that but it has affected everything I do for a while now and only recently did I collapse under that pressure, There’s absolutely no point in talking about it in detail, Google has enough information on me, but you would all be surprised if you knew how much stress I can withstand before I crumble, not saying that’s healthy or normal but it’s how ive had to live for a long time now.

You can see despite all that though, I’m in quite high spirits! That is because I have plans! Plans I will not and can not reveal because… I will probably contradict myself. But its plans alright, for NFN and more importantly, myself.

Speaking of Nodeflow Network, i am sorry for all the delays and train wrecked plans throughout this year, im surprised I even got it to this point actually, even more surprised that people showed high levels of interest at one point, id like to say thank you all, thank you to everyone who simply took this idea seriously, group member or not, i can only go forward and take accountability for all the wasted months but i will acknowledge that I wouldnt even feel the need to do so without that support this project had, its unbelievable and truly reminds me of my own worth. So again, Thank You all.

NodeFlow Network Is * not * Dead! And neither is MusicBot (under new management…) OR THE FUCKING PLAYLIST, IM ABOUT TO HAVE AN OPEN FOUR DAY WEEKEND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT MEANS? IT MEANS ITS TIME TO CHUG THREE MONSTERS UNTIL MY SPINE TINGLES, AND TIME DRILL OUT MY EARDRUMS LIKE ITS * THE * OBJECTIVE!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND MAGGOT?? YES?? GOOD! I WASNT ASKING!!
(rocket jumps away like le badass)
(also if you didnt catch it im updating the playlist)

I know i may say this alot but I do mean it, I hope youve all had a better existence than me in this realm, value what you have for me if ya dont mind! Ya selfish pig.

—-
Heres two songs that ive been listening to lately!!! As well as some art of an oc that hasnt been around here in awhile….

Lil Darkie – COMPOSITION XI

GODHANDUSA – AMBULANCE

Hmmm one of these guys sound familiar…… HMMMMM

So, How's it Been, Jet?

Hi. I know I’ve been acting odd lately, that is for many reasons, so I will keep this short.

Well, not too well. I haven’t been living right lately, its a sleeping on the floor for a month kind of deal here and I just have not been thinking straight at all because of it,
thank God my grandma cares enough to check on me because I don’t know if I could last much longer doing that to myself.

At first my family actually kept getting mad at me for other things and started restricting my access to devices and such, hence why my schedule kept getting thrown off, I got pissed off and isolated myself, and then things got worse. they have sense to quit now they just didn’t understand I don’t really care though honestly I’m just glad I slept on a bed last night.

I do apologize, this has been going on for way much longer than id like to admit.
Maybe if I let my brain recover I won’t feel so deimented all the time too,

Okay, to lighten this post up:
Muaic🎶

Slow Pulp – High

Kendrick Lamar – United in Grief

I GRIEF DIFFERENT
(Not unrelated)
BE AFRAID.

Updates on all the shit I work on when my gears stop unhealthfully grinding. Also thank you all for being with nfn.
I Apricot it

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Also a surprise Ntv airing may be on the way sometime this week.
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