@hsmarkus30
Joined on January 21st, 2022, this user has been a member for 1,635 days and is the 76,854th person to register an account.
Has 1 submission, the first one uploaded on February 1st, 2022 and the most recent on February 1st, 2022.
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I am so, frozen of my crappy voice but i guess its my first time using my voice for the first time jn this video.
Heres as i promised, my mic is shitty because i use earphone microphone. I might get a better headset.
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Im planning out a tablet showcase soon alongside voice reveal if i do can.
The problem was my pet birds are, quite loud so expect that the background chirping was just them. I have 12 of them now due to them making eggs and hatching more birds. : P
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Its the bigot poll incident. Long explaination yet short: i got too comfortable using poll for fun and i think without looking out for a risk is. \”Is LGBTQ good or bad?\” Poll.
This is my first of me-incident but this is my second time i mentioned this so ill be setting this aside and move on normally because the damage was already done to fix, thats why i had to recover my attention by updating bit frequent and random post.
And no, no one told me to kill my old self, its just me hating my old self, the imature self, and here i am, new self just doing my best recovering this acc\’s as it was without worrying my crumbling reputation that much. :/
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I kind of realized sooner after forgetting past incidents and learning my own lessons is the moment my reputation and attention start to crumble and then deep silent of this acc caused me to well grow sense of intense fear of loosing both reputation and attention after the damages were done and its irreversable to fix.
This silence is like quiet homicide to my account which brought me to desperation.
So i might update a little frequent this time and hope for the best try myself to recover this attention without either incidents or sense of concern, since my damages made me quit stick nodes for a right reason and planned out a comeback.
Right now i had to go through instead of trying to fix irreversible consequence.
And some other words: i really hated my old self this fucking much for everything and i kind of proud of my new self hating my old self.
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Unless you actually done something bad, as in, bordering on committing a crime or doing something deeply, morally wrong, you shouldn’t be so hard on yourself.
If the only thing you’re judging yourself on is how productive you are, or how cringey you are, or how well known and appreciated you are, than it isn’t fair to be so negatively judgemental. I don’t know how closely related this is to your personal circumstances, but the people who tell you to ‘ kill your old self ‘ are wrong. To be someone different or someone new, requires who you were so that you may learn from mistakes you might’ve made and can grow from who you were. Not destroy who you were, not only would purging any trace of who you were by your personality be contradictory to the process that has lead you to who you are now, but it also serves to be a poison to you, because if you show any amount of reverting back to who you were, it will weigh you down and you will push yourself into a corner trying to meet your own expectations of who you want to be, without considering how far you’ve come. Self-development isn’t destruction, it’s growth, and you need to be able to acknowledge your changes just as must as your desire to welcome change.
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Its the bigot poll incident. Long explaination yet short: i got too comfortable using poll for fun and i think without looking out for a risk is. “Is LGBTQ good or bad?” Poll.
This is my first of me-incident but this is my second time i mentioned this so ill be setting this aside and move on normally because the damage was already done to fix, thats why i had to recover my attention by updating bit frequent and random post.
And no, no one told me to kill my old self, its just me hating my old self, the imature self, and here i am, new self just doing my best recovering this acc’s as it was without worrying my crumbling reputation that much. :/
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Sounds more like just one small slip-up, which is fine, given you apologise properly and delete the poll, I’m sure it’ll be fine.
People would surely forgive you
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My brain is fried and forgot what to do with my HS project.
Afterall i got a tablet.
I think i need to draft hyperstellar for a while and go content creation for a while, ill come back later when im ready.
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Hello world
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Cheese burgir
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I cant resume, my planned tablet was delayed to after june 6.
Cause other event and holiday (mothers day)
I should prioritize than being spoiled
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Yams
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Its my bithday today!
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Planning to buy in april 30 (birthday soon)
Other stuff
I felt less depressed yet still scared to continue posting in this community, like ya know, everytime i try to post in this account reminds me of the risk of the past my heart just anxiously beats hard but still, No big deal. I got improvements of my life around.
I do hope i restore my reputation back by being active and bring out news and shit.
My life changes.
I went to the outside world and stop myself from using media for a long time, doing schoolwork and talking with real friends, i spend time with family, spend others on watching streamed apps like disney+ and netflix and spent little vacant time to play rimworld, cosmoteer, airships, shellcore command and stuff.
My anti-furry arc of myself were over, i only join and then left for reasons.
1. I joined because i need to cope because ive been a victim of being ERPed by one
2. I left because im matured and i dont want to involve further because they started betraying eachother.After graduation, ill plan on the training than college for a quicker route, because well. College is not for me and its really expensive to afford an enrollment.
Then this part about planning, ill be planning it in my birthday and finally i get to resume project hyperstellar and finally learnt female hair with references, i dont get to stuck on faya’s hair or like 6 years straight…
I guess thats all of my improvement, that be all.
Thanks reading this and i hope you guys have a great time, and i have a great time.
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Hm…. i dont have anything to say or talk.
But a little news of buying a better tablet. My old one just small storage of 64gb so i really might want to have a 128 gb, realme pad 2 would be my own ticket
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I need more time of delay for this for reasons, sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes quite busy or addicted (not in a drug related but gaming related).
Sometimes distractions were my weakness so, yeah. I might try to find anything to focus with except playing.
That be all in a bit and hey.
Merry christmas, hope the holiday is good for all of us
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