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🎃🍂ThoughtsOfHalloween🍂🎃
2020-02-24 15:48:26 UTC I think I’m going to kill myself later today, after school. I feel like I may have done something bad. I don’t know if it has happened. I just want to say thank you to all of you. Especially for putting up with my shit. Thank you for enjoying some of my content. And big thanks to Ralph for making sticknodes and building this wonderful community. With this wonderful app I was able to do what I love, animating.
I love you all.
Thank you.
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Either you are trying to copy @exoticbutters or something but my frick life is worse
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE!!! MY BROTHER ABUSED MY ALL MY LIFE EVER SINCE I WAS FUCKING BORN!! I WAS BULLIED NON STOP FOR 7 YEARS!! I HAD EVERY PROBLEM OR INCONVEINANCE PRESSURED ONTO ME! MY OWN PARENTS THINK I AM A PHYCOPATHIC LIAR BECAUSE OF MY BROTHER!! THE TOURCHURE AND PRESSURE IN MY LIFE NEVER FUCKING ENDS! AND SOMETHING HAPPENED THAT TIPPED ME OVER THE EDGE SO IM FUCKING DONE!!
YOU CAN GO ROT YOU FUCKING BASTERED!!!
Yep mine is worse
You still have no fucking clue. You can’t just say “Mine is worse.” You don’t know shit.
Go fuck yourself.
Ok see I’m mostly hated for nothing I get accused of everything MY DAMNED BROTHERS DID WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! IM TOLD I’m LaZy wHEn I dO ALl ThE WOrK In tHe HoUse
And 50000000000000 tons of bad MoRe
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I also have to deal with that bullshit.
ByhNymYYmyrhnYnyfNcgnGfnHhNnGnuhg Crap life damned shit
I EVEN HAD SOME BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME, SINCE I WAS INTO BLOCKSWORLD BEFORE THE NEVER-ENDING ERROR ON IT. I HAD TO FACE THAT ONE BASTARD CALLED ZCAT WHO IS LITERALLY RACIST AND RUDE TO THE LGBTQ+. THEN HE RAIDED MY SERVERS ON DISCORD (WITH HIS FUCKING FRIENDS) 3 TIMES. I EVEN MET HIM AND WHOEVER THE OTHER DIPSHIT WAS CALLED JOINED A MINECRAFT SURVIVAL WORLD I MADE WHICH STARTED ON A ISLAND,
OUR HOUSE BURNED AND I THOUGHT HE DID IT AND NOW WHEN MONSTER TOONS AND TEARGAMING JOINED, THEY KEPT ON FUCKING KILLING THEM. SO I HAD TO PROTECT MY FRIENDS AND THEN I WAS LIKE “Fuck it! We’re all going in survival except my rivals” AND I DID. THEN THEY LEFT, AND I BLOCKED THEM.
Now I will never EVER see them again…
BUT I WAS WRONG. ZCAT ARRIVED IN MY USED-TO-BE-MY-FRIEND’S WORLD AND I GOT PISSED THAT HE JOINED. THEY EVEN DESTROYED THE LGBTQ+ FLAG I MADE BECAUSE WE’RE ALL EQUAL BUT THEY DIDN’T CARE. THEN THEY STARTED INSULTING ME AND USING COMMANDS TO KILL ME WITH LIGHTNING.
If I ever see my friend I used to meet I’LL KILL HIM A LOT OF TIMES WHILE MY EFFECTS ARE STRENGTH 100 FOR 9999 SECONDS UNTIL HE IS DONE AND LEAVES.
Please don’t hurt yourself. I just got back on this site and I see this and it just breaks my heart that you feel like this, I don’t even know you but trust me IT GETS BETTER. I’ve been through similar thing and feelings and from that experience I can tell you one thing you may not feel is true but is, people care and people love you.
Yea right nobody cares about me tho
No matter what you think I promise you there is at least one person who cares, you may not know it but trust me there is.
@tastylemon16 it says right there but he doesn’t know me, I just don’t feel wanted
Like I said I respect and care for everyone, It’s just basic human kindness
Imma say this, you get your lovely, stoner-thoughts, ass back here.
Look, I get how your feeling, I felt it before to, Ive had some times where everyone around me made me feel like I shouldn’t exist, or I was worthless. I broke those ties, and here I am now, tryna help you
It does get better, it just may take a bit of time for it to happen
The inevitable fact is that people are going to shoot you down, it makes them feel warm and fuzzy, somehow. But, the fact of that is they’re only tryna make you feel bad because they feel good about it. The bullshit they say is probably just some dumb shit they thought sounded cool, and in no way true
As for the brothers thing mentioned above, I don’t know how to fix that, parents and family things are tricky. My solutions is to try to fix it, somehow. I’ve had that happen to me too, being told I was lazy…. Hell I still am, even though I’ve done everything the past year or so.
I AM NOT LAZY (I’m not talking to you tho)
What happened to lead you to this
To many people have been throwing this phrase around and it’s not something to be taken lightly.
I understand it’s sincere but think about this.
From what I heard in your reply to someone else your brother has been tormenting you. In your position I can’t blame you for feeling stuck on where do go other than suicide but actually you should get your feelings, true feelings across to your parents, if they are good parents they’ll understand and resolve it, if not then maybe you need to inform some higher authority such as the police or social services.
The thing is though I don’t know the full context whether you’ve been an annoyance near as much as your brother or have done bad things then you needn’t complain and seek pity, if you are speaking truthfully and your brother cause that much harassment and torment for you in your life then like I said tell someone.
I don’t want to have to keep trying to stop members on the site from committing suicide, not because it’s a burden but because it’s serious and I care for the users here, as much as I may not know all users I still respect them all.
Thanks.
I respect you to.
Are you going to commit suicide then?
I sure hope not
Same
I’m pretty sure. I never felt so strong about it before. I made this post because if I do it this is my goodbye.
Don’t
Don’t do it. I wish I could give you some advice, but I’m not good at it. I hope you realize that even though your life might suck, it’s always better to live a not so good life than not living at all.
killing yourself instead of doing either: A) telling someone B) doing your best to make it right C) both; will not make the situation better
people probably care more about you than what you did
can’t you at least wait until the redesign?
you’re gonna miss all the cool-ass CSS I been working on, and new features and shits
in the 0.00000001% chance this isn’t a troll post – since everyone else did the sentimental post I’ll take the tough love approach – don’t be a stupid ass, killing oneself doesn’t solve anything but hurt anyone and everyone around you, death is such a final thing, life on the other hand-
also
“I feel like I may have done something bad.”
cool, same, i’m going on tho
everyone is
“I don’t know if it has happened.”
you probably should go ahead and verify, that just might be maybe an important detail you’re overlooking
ps srsly don’t miss out on the redesign
Dude dont,
You have so much potential in becoming what you want in life.
Example;
You recently have posted a teaser of the sn endgame, it was amazing looking, these are the things you live for, those moments. Many people dont get a following or attention, unlike you.
I dont know if you are religious but let me tell you this, there is probably no valid reason for you to feel like that, its just the mind games of the devil.
This is what I want you to do TODAY,
Go home, talk to your parents or call 1-800-273-8255 .
Than tomorrow message me: ChallasFRL#1122 .
And please message me, please dont forget to message me.
-Your friend Challas
Please don’t I’ll miss you, You are a very kind and funny person I’ll hate to here that u committed suicide…please don’t… I really can’t tell you what to do because I never went through this but talk to someone and please get help
There is a reason ill say this I highly doubt you’ll see this but in all seriousness
Theres more than just ending it all.
Dont try to kill yourself in my greatest and less regretful opinion of mine
Try to find somebody that knows how to give advice someone that wont compare yours with theirs or anybody elses, but telling a rather great story about sadness and how to overcome it maybe, just might solve it? Not at all, You only live once, but once its cut you just shortened it yourself all the pain,love,experience,trust,
happiness,sadness you gained will be all lost, sure you might not regret in the afterlife, im not even sure if theres an afterlife..?
All im saying is, if you believe this is the rightest thing to do it is your decision but ask yourself, not yourself now but yourself later in time if you survived or earlier times before this all happened..
Would they agree to what you would do? Ask yourself.
If you believe that there is another life waiting for you.
Maybe try to believe there is another for you later?, without killing yourself? Thats all I have to say.
Dont kill yourself for better or for worse.
Life is an experience.
-Joaquin : Stranger
PLEASE LOOK AT THIS.
I BEG OF YOU DEAR STRANGER.
PLEASE DO IT FOR THE PEOPLE WHO TRIED FOR YOU.
AND DONT DO IT.
So like… Hecc. Shit wack, ain’t it? :’/
Honestly, there are times when I know what to say. At times I don’t, but hey – I guess that’s just part of being human.
You know, gonna be honest. Life can be shit, can be brutal, can be just unfair and just the worst. Yet you know what? It’s still like… Well, life.
We can’t really ask for better life since we only have one, yet over time we get to actually control where it heads off to.
My experience? Bullied since 1st grade of elementary for just being skinny, then just a chain reaction of negative reputation surrounding me. Now it’s final grade of high school and that thing didn’t change. 13 years now. Shit still wacky.
But you know, midway through this, while having suicidal crisis there was just one thing that stopped me. Literally when I was about to do it 7 years ago… (Wait fuck I am getting that old so fast wtf) – “Why bother? Why waste ourselves like that? What if someone actually needed my help in the future?” And shit mango look where I am now. All I just want to say is, don’t do it. I know, it’s tough, but we all got u if we can do anything. Mainly it’s just… I guess giving up on that’s how life is and have to kinda suck it up and ignore it. Yeah, it numbed me emotionally for years, yeah I might have not been the most mentally stable either, but hey… I am alive, so you should too. Give future a chance, really.
Ok I’m way too late
But reading this and hearing that JAAZ is being the ass he always is, I gotta get involved
Many times in my life I have considered suicide, even doing things like letting my nails grow long and digging them into my forehead to see if it hurts bad. But many people, these people here, have helped me get past it. @prestonanimates got me through a really bad day
So did @jack. Red’s maturity and Esquecido’s figs have made me strive to improve myself, and I have gotten past the worst of my depression. You can get through this.
What the fuck is with this sudden outcome? dude, dying doesn’t change jackshit, either stand up and face your fears, or regret everything, being all depressed and suicidal won’t make things better, got problems with your family? Talk to them, got problems with friends? Talk to them, Grades? Study harder, hell, if somebody’s really abusing you, why don’t you try getting help? Don’t you think you’d feel much better when the pain is stopped and you’re ALIVE?
Sorry, but tough love is all I know.
and it’s what most people in your condition need to get kickstarted.
Some people here trying to make it a contest smh. Bro, everyone that has attempted suicide regretted it afterwards, you can try so many different things. Meditation, doing what you love, he’ll even learn to fight and kick your brother’s ass. Come on dude, don’t be stupid. Everyone that comments here cares about you so why are you going to make yourself look weak and give in to the pressure, keep fighting and kick life’s ass, fuck anyone who says otherwise bro.
Don’t kill yourself please