Hey look on the bright side mate, your alive and i can tell you that that is tenfold more important and special than simple skipping through the daisys with your meat stilts. Remember that you have a child and it is your responsibility to look after and care for that child so you can give it as perfect a life as you can possibly give, if you resent your own existence, think how that’ll effect your child.

No matter how bad things may be, you can get through it, believe me. Tenebrus has had his entire bloodline cut off entirely, pretty much every single form of family member he had is dead, he’s been homeless, he had a faulty heart which became a ticking time bomb, he had to sell his prosthetic arm and in the end he decided suicide was the only option. When that happened, i tried relentlessly to save this man i barely knew, that I’d never met face to face and after thousands of words were spoken, after hours of stressfully staring at a screen, we fixed things. He now has a job, his heart’s been replaced. Thanks to our little efforts, our encouragement and hopes, he’s back on his feet and is doing well.

Know i know that Tenebrus’s example is FAR more extreme but you have to see that that’s the point, someone who’s gone through hell and back and then back to hell again managed to keep his chin up and continue, and yet you still wish to call it quits?

Think not about what you CAN’T do but instead what you CAN and how that can not only benefit you, but your family, friends, possibly even the world. Hang in there Mark, stay strong.

you can get one again, just save up and eventually one day, be it tomorrow, in a week, month, year or decade, you’ll get it back someday.