• Replying to comment by: ➡️Robert-adam⬅️who?

    someone whose birthday is today

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  • happy birthday @zodi

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  • I drew myself on a cartoon-ish way, people say i look like an anime character irl

    Idk if that’s cool or sad

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  • Replying to comment by: Rocket. (Prjct_CH)@zodi @stickfenix have you ever had an anxiety attack? Becau

    I would usually post this on tweeter, but more people will see it here, don\’t be afraid to ask for help, and for all that is holy, don\’t follow my steps.

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  • @zodi @stickfenix have you ever had an anxiety attack? Because i got my very first one today! i had a breakdown during class and i was so weak they had to accompany me to secretary in case i fell unconscious (didn\’t happen), i was barely breathing in class, face pale like snow face down about to cry and neither my teacher nor my mother gave a single shit, if i were to tell them it wad anxiety they would\’ve told me to shut the fuck up and keep studying.

    I\’ve felt all of my regrets and griefs at once like a fucking bomb going off in my mind, it\’s extremely overwhelming and it\’s something i would like you all to avoid

    Feeling like you\’re letting everyone down is very hard, knowing you fail to meet the slightest of expectations and in some cases, hurting the people you love most, every odd is against you and the wind pulls so hard it\’s easy to miss a step and fall 10 meters back

    I am not a good student, i am not a good friend, i am not a good brother, i am not a good son, i was not a good boyfriend and i sure am not a good person either.

    \”You could be a great artist!\”
    \”You could be a great student!\”
    Including (but not limiting to)
    \”Our parents are lucky to not know what a fucking awful son they have\”

    The worst part about this is that the people that care about you worry, and even though that is a positive thing, you don\’t see yourself worthy of their care, you\’re just never good enough

    I\’m never good enough…

    Please, and this goes for the whole website, if you\’re going through anything remotely similar to this, GET HELP FROM ANYONE, family, friends, couple, professionals, even the internet is willing to listen, but please, treat yourself better than i\’m treating myself, i don\’t think i can keep going like this for much longer

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    • I would usually post this on tweeter, but more people will see it here, don’t be afraid to ask for help, and for all that is holy, don’t follow my steps.

      2021-05-05 08:32:34 UTC 1
    • I feel you brother

      It’s a ever so tightening feeling of dreadful wave of self doubt pushing you down , while those you’d feel you could rely on aren’t that helpful if not harmful really

      I’m sure you’re a good guy , even on surface level interactions and just seeing your activity , you have ambitions and a good heart , we all make mistakes we would love to undo but life is just that way , no other way then forward really

      If you need to talk I’ll be here for you dude , even as a stranger I’d like to help you however I can

      2021-05-05 11:38:12 UTC 1
  • @ralph is there a reason you can\’t delete accounts? Can you not implement the option or do you just not want to

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    • bc with the way WordPress works, it deletes everything associated with the account

      so for some accounts, that’s like half the website lmao

      so i just disabled it, sorry
      just abandon it :/

      2021-05-04 22:56:01 UTC 1
  • Some tricky fan art i made while ignoring my classmates

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  • Replying to comment by: Rocket. (Prjct_CH)working on seven characters at once wish me luck i'll need

    L72 stuff coming soon

    at class right now lol

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  • working on seven characters at once
    wish me luck

    i\’ll need it

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  • These three designs were made with a lot of love and are the firts wave of designs created for L72:WFAL, a second wave is to come soon after with two to four other characters and their ties to Cyan

    Like Black star serving as an antagonistic figure or pink cross taking the role of supporr along with Red/Green Circle (fenix)

    White star will come soon too-

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  • Having close ties to Cyan, This fearsome warrior is known for being able to make any shapeless back off without breaking a sweat, wich makes him an extremely valuable ally to have along with you

    L72: Weeps From A Loser

    This character was made for @stickfenix

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  • Breaking almost every tie she had to Cyan, This girl is known for having strengh where you woudln’t expect it to be, she works as a guideing light for others and often disappears just as fast as she appeared

    L72: Weepings From A Loser

    This character was made for @zodi

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  • Cyan star has once again fallen asleep due to an abrupt event, but he doesn’t wake up anymore… It’s like… He refuses to move on…

    L72: Weeps From A Looser

    This character represents me

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