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No additional info, just yapping

Crazy how I haven’t made any “cinematic animations” or any finished projects in a year. It’s like the better I get at animation, the worse it is for me to make things quickly and rile up motivation

I’m still in a very early youth, and even it feels like I just improve the more I grow older, I don’t know why. If you see my first ever post, I posted an old animation from maybe a month at the time

I used to think thats the best I could get with animation

I got better, and with that came dismotivation

A part of my dismotivation with animation comes from this weird thing I have, where I feel like I can’t animate something. I’m used to having trashy animations, most of my time spent animating was me making shitty stuff. I’ve only started improving now in the past maybe 7 months. It feels like all my good animations are “luck” and I’m still a bad animator. Sometimes it would feel that way, when I try to get a result, and completely fail to get it but end up with something that accidentally looks good. I don’t have that anymore, I finally learnt how to properly animate. Yet a part of me still feels like I’m still bad.

I always feel like I can’t animate this, or I can’t animate that, and when I actually do animate this and that, I’m perfectly animating things just fine, with incredible details and smooth movements.

I feel like this is the only time I’ve animated without slacking, being lazy, or anything. And, this only took me 25-30 minutes.

I feel like no matter how much I pour out into these comments, no matter how much I tell myself I’ve gotten good, no matter how much I realize I can make good results, I’m always gonna be lazy and worried of failing at my favorite thing to do.

lowkey i wanna try this, i love the leg physics in this one and i wanna practice physics so this seems perfect
thanks for giving me the idea!