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    Tastylemon16occifermoderatorsubscriberfeatured-lvl3master-noderuc-votercrusaderuc-winner-lvl4 2021-03-12 00:47:58 UTC

    I had a dream about my ‘crush’ last night, thought i’d share it, for the sake of simplicity i’ll be referring them as ‘Limella’.

    The dream was set in school, not one i’m familiar with though, It was a chill summer’s day, very relaxing. I remember being in a lesson at the end of the day with Limella’s sister and talking a little bit, just about the lesson. The bell had rang and the day was over, I headed outside and there she was, Limella in school clothes and a cute slick hairstyle, I remember feeling bad knowing I wanted to speak to her and be with her yet I couldn’t, I understood that it wouldn’t be so easy (from the dream’s sake it was but irl it isn’t, there’s things to consider and generally I need to be patient).

    I left and headed to a maths class I had, supposedly for extra help, feeling deflated. It would’ve been bad although I know this feeling too well know and so it’s easy to overcome usually.

    Once I arrive at Math class we begin the lesson, then I see a blonde enter the class, one who looks like Limella, in excitement I expect it to be her, I couldn’t get a look properly but I was sure it was her.

    We then headed down to an IT suite, I was looking forward to it as I could sit next to her and talk, I arrive at the suite and the blonde isn’t Limella, once again disappointment strikes along with subtle frustration.

    The dream ended, I woke up at 9, earlier then usual and feeling motivated, only having desire to try what I can to meet the requirements to eventually be with her more or less.

    Thanks for reading, if you even did.

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    • This is very cheesy and long i’m aware.

      Still I cannot describe to you how frustrating this is.

      2021-03-12 00:48:26 UTC 3
    • You know , a few days ago I dreamed about the future and shit

      Kinda cried a bit when I woke up , cause it felt weirdly real , as if I was all grown up , day dreaming on events that haven’t even happened and might not

      2021-03-12 00:55:47 UTC 3
      • Replying to: 🎄🏳️‍⚧️René (F)🏳️‍⚧️🎄You know , a few days ago I dreamed about the future and shi

        Been there.

        It’s hard to know what the future holds.

        Even if I could know certain things like when and would I ever be with Limella, I still don’t want to know the answer, i’d rather live it and understand.

        If all that i’m doing is in vain and a mistake, i’m open to that possibility, i’ve seen major developments amongst myself through all this and am happy to have that even if that means my denied happiness with her.

        I wasn’t as decent as I am now, I was like any other teenager, with some sophistication of course lol but still, fairly horny and sexual.

        For example, i’ve seen Limella so many times I basically know her body shape, if I wanted to, I could imagine her naked or have sexual intention with her but I don’t, nobody would know but I still choose not to, these are the lengths I am willing to go for her and myself.

        Sorry if that came across a little odd, I don’t get much of an opportunity to talk about her to anyone.

        2021-03-12 01:06:55 UTC 1
        • Replying to: Tastylemon16Been there. It’s hard to know what the future holds. Even

          No no no , it’s good Lemon

          It’s good to let out emotions on topics , no matter how insignificant or life morphing that topic is

          And it’s nice to see more character upon you , besides , we all have thoughts that revolve around the spectrum

          2021-03-12 01:11:27 UTC 1
          • Replying to: 🎄🏳️‍⚧️René (F)🏳️‍⚧️🎄No no no , it's good Lemon It's good to let out emotions

            Thanks I appreciate the opportunity, I really don’t say much or show much emotion do I.

            Really, you’re a great friend, you’re the only nice friend i’ve had in months maybe years, thank you Gigan.

            2021-03-12 01:13:37 UTC 1
            • Replying to: Tastylemon16Thanks I appreciate the opportunity, I really don’t say much

              Awww

              Means a lot , despite our cavernous differences in personality and such , ever since you inception on the site , I’ve thoroughly admired all your work , and overall your personality

              It’s always a honor not only seeing you , but being able to talk to you

              2021-03-12 01:17:28 UTC 1
              • Replying to: 🎄🏳️‍⚧️René (F)🏳️‍⚧️🎄Awww Means a lot , despite our cavernous differences in per

                Likewise

                2021-03-12 01:18:28 UTC 1
    • this site is such a weird hodgepodge of shitposts and realtalk

      2021-03-12 01:03:17 UTC 3
      • Replying to: Ralph (Developer)this site is such a weird hodgepodge of shitposts and realta

        It is.

        Sometimes real shit, other times amogus funny time.

        2021-03-12 01:08:46 UTC 2
      • Replying to: Ralph (Developer)this site is such a weird hodgepodge of shitposts and realta

        You do have a point…

        Guess it’s back to bullying losers off the site , push myself closer towards the ban hammer , make you rip off another tuff of hair , and overall , pissing off the biggest chunk of users on this site ! 😍

        2021-03-12 01:20:05 UTC 1
    • Overall this is a very beautiful post dude

      2021-03-12 01:12:44 UTC 1