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    ✈︎ (Grenade Messiah)subscriberuc-winner-lvl1featured-lvl1 2025-07-21 22:50:21 UTC

    So, How's it Been, Jet?

    Hi. I know I’ve been acting odd lately, that is for many reasons, so I will keep this short.

    Well, not too well. I haven’t been living right lately, its a sleeping on the floor for a month kind of deal here and I just have not been thinking straight at all because of it,
    thank God my grandma cares enough to check on me because I don’t know if I could last much longer doing that to myself.

    At first my family actually kept getting mad at me for other things and started restricting my access to devices and such, hence why my schedule kept getting thrown off, I got pissed off and isolated myself, and then things got worse. they have sense to quit now they just didn’t understand I don’t really care though honestly I’m just glad I slept on a bed last night.

    I do apologize, this has been going on for way much longer than id like to admit.
    Maybe if I let my brain recover I won’t feel so deimented all the time too,

    Okay, to lighten this post up:
    Muaic🎶

    Slow Pulp – High

    Kendrick Lamar – United in Grief

    I GRIEF DIFFERENT
    (Not unrelated)
    BE AFRAID.

    Updates on all the shit I work on when my gears stop unhealthfully grinding. Also thank you all for being with nfn.
    I Apricot it

    auahahahaiwisufidnzgjsgjshkshksgjayjsyjayajshksykshkshj
    Also a surprise Ntv airing may be on the way sometime this week.
    🎶🎶(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)🎶🎶

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