Okay, for once, this is my first post about my personal life, and how I actually feel myself, very unlike me here in SN.

I’ve been very depressed lately, due to stress, high, high expectations from teacher due to my intellect for some dumb reason, and now I want to just quit all the stuff I’m doing, even stick nodes, and this is the worst fact I know so far. I’m having a very horrible week, but, read this. My birthday is coming, only a few days left, and I’m feeling this way. I’ve been very worried about the stuff I need to do, and now, I just wanna be alone and live the rest of my life in a small cube, with everything I need except school, but nothing I’d actually want.

Life is fun, they say. FALSE! Life is just pain to your existence, which means, a horrible cycle of life being a pain to your existence, which is pain to your life, but that adds more, and more, and more, over and over.

I’ve beem having a hard time keeping things straight, and now my teachers are putting at least 10,000,000,000,000 tons of stress, agony, pain, depression, fear, anger, and all negative emotions you can think of, especially hatred, on my back. *in weird, mimicking but mocking voice* “Oh, you need to submit this, sumbit that, do this and that” AHHHHHH! Dammit, all this bullshįt I learn is pretty much useless, but I still am forced to learn this? Quadratic equations, algebra, and more, (especially math)? WHO USES THIS FOR THEIR DAILY LIFE? Ah, maybe it’s just me, but I will join the boat of taking a break of off SN. I may come back very soon, I just need to wait til’ school’s out, just a month more.

I’m ending my rant with this work of art.