I don’t know what to make of this yet but things aren’t looking great right now.

Context: Some guy by the name of @exoticbutters posted yesterday saying he would be committing suicide, so I and many others tried (or did, I really wish I could say did but I don’t know) to persuade him out of it.

From what I can gather from his profile he hasn’t been online for 19 hours and with no further comments then ‘So?’ Which was posted at the same time as his suicide note. This is worrying.

I think i’ve managed to understand a reason as to what brought him to suicide. He said in his bio that his cat is his world and he only cares about that, clearly his cat means a lot to him as much as a family member in fact. So I think his cat may have passed away and that led to him feeling so low that he wants to take his own life.

@exoticbutters remember as much as bad shit has been happening to you, committing suicide is not the answer. You can get through these bad times.

As an example i’ll tell you a story about my life in the 9th year of school for me. I went through some of the year fairly peacefully until midway through the year teachers left, the groups of people in lessons got mixed and a new kid joined. This was the beginning of a shit rest of the year that I had to endure but it helped shape me into what I am now. I had people who used to kick my feet, throw things at me, hit me and accuse me of things I didn’t do. It was horrible, many nights I came home feeling terrible. Unfortunately in my instance I didn’t have anything done for half a year as I mentioned already. Sometimes I would be left alone but the fear of what people may do scared me shitless. I would go into school feeling so nervous and scared that I felt my heart racing, almost everyday this happened.

Once I reached the 10th year of school I had little to nobody mess with me, it wasn’t because I turned into some big guy or whatever but instead through people maturing. At this current day I live peacefully, I study, I rest and I have respect from almost everyone in my year. People are more scared of me now I think.

Moral of the story: Shit happens, but it’s not forever and there are many ways of stopping it. Stay strong my friend.

We all care about you.