can you at least check on the group chat once a month? /hj

sorry to hear youve been feeling like that, but nonetheless i figuerd it was something similar
i dont really know what to say so im not gonna try and then say something wrong but i wanted to wish you luck with current things and to not feel so bad about previous things! stuff like that is in the past and it doesnt really matter in the end i suppose, you know?
im not quite sure what else to say though so uhh yeah just keep in there idk </3

Hey man, I’m not the best at these types of responses but I feel the need to say something.

First of all, this post wasn’t lackluster. You spoke everything you needed to say and if others see it as insensitive, then that’s their issue.

Suicidal thoughts are suicidal thoughts. Guts to go through with it or not, they still are. I have them daily but “don’t have the guts to do it” too. They will get stronger. Best to get help now before you completely give in.

I STILL do immature things… I’m barely a teenager but it still counts. I feel like I’m undersensitive.

I don’t have many online friends anymore (except for Chevy) because I have IRL ones, and the best way to get them is go to a place where you’ll find people that have similar interests to you.

Which takes me to… film school. Reading that, I think you’ve got the PLAN to get it “all figured out”, all figured out.

I don’t know you aside from your cool-ass space figures, but I don’t want to see anyone ignore their mental psyche. Especially if it’s “deteriorating” like this, although that word feels a bit harsh.

Love ya, man. If this isn’t the place for you anymore, I get it.

Do the film school when you can, it sounds like you’re really passionate about that which is more than I can say for most people.

❤️✝️

I don’t have much to say other than what I’ve sent you in DMs, but I still want to say that you can do it. You’ve helped me overcome my depression, and I know you’re resilient enough to be able to overcome yours.

Though, I do feel somewhat disappointed in myself for not discovering this post earlier. I could have given you some extra support, but I’m unsure how useful that would actually be instead of just continuing my usual shenanigans.

I’m sorry if any of this sounded wrong or anything, my head’s gone blank. I’m just… shocked, y’know? And sleep deprived, but mainly shocked.

I don’t want to keep repeating myself and thus annoy you, but please, stay safe ❤️

I know you probably won’t see this but you were a good friend of mine, I’m sorry that I didn’t respond sooner
I’m sorry your going through this, believe me it happens to me too and that’s why I left for the longest time
But things are getting better, one day at a time, it might take awhile but I know you got gifts and talent in anything you put your mind towards
Stay safe man, I hope your doing well and I hope you live a good life
See yah round old friend