I thought about that but i think you still need to ask for forgiveness after, like for example, you kill someone, you ask for forgiveness after, not before.

idk my parents haven\’t told me in our biblical studies.

Look dude, i\’ve felt like my family hated me too, until acrionek (i will never spell his name right) spoke to me, he told me to talk to a therapist or to my family, but i was still scared about it. So, after a few months, i overcame my stress, my anxiety, (i might\’ve had this we will never know) bipolar depression.

try watching things, doing things that make you happy, try to improve your discipline and prevent yourself from getting into drama or causing.

be happy like this dog right here.

and if your christian, suicide won\’t get you to heaven, cause you won\’t be able to ask for forgiveness, you\’d be dead by then.

So try to improve rather than stay in a place of discomfort.

I did something like this post before, because i was getting overwhelmed by the very disapproving criticism people give here. (maybe not very, im just sensitive :D)

o k