Hey everyone, little life update, nothing much

I know I’m not very active at this time, or a lot since a year or so ago, but life got me by the collar right now. Don’t worry, I don’t mean that in a bad way at all. I have a job, a salary, I’m not the best I ever was mentally speaking, not the happiest, but I’m still pretty high up there. Now I don’t know if many of you care anymore, seeing how the community changes over time, and how little I do at this time, but that’s there.

But there’s one thing I’d like to ask, mostly to those who’d know even if it’s not the platform for that, but I don’t know where else to ask that. I think I’m in love. I don’t know if I really am, never really felt that, but when I’m with her, I just feel happy. I don’t care how shit the thing we planed with her is as long as I’m alongside her. I felt my heart rate speed up when she held my hand briefly. I’m confused, and I just want to be sure of what the hell is happening to me, if I’m feeling for her or not… Sorry, I know it’s not the place, but I’m confused and I need opinions and awnsers