Bad news. 3am I woke up do the sound of my dad and my mom crying. So I got up and already new that it was my families cat, Sungmin. For 3 months she survived many symptoms that where bad enough. She quite eating to the point of starving herself. She was weak to the point of hardly being able to stand. As much as we force fed her, it wasn’t enough. What got me is seeing my dad, one of the most toughest people I’ve ever seen break out into tears knowing that a cat the entire family loved died. He was the one to find out. It’s 7am as of me typing this comment and I haven’t slept since 3am. This honestly has hit harder than anything else in my life has. Man, I too almost never cry, I don’t cry to pain or anything else but this broke me. 3am in the morning I got up and went to say goodbye, I closed her eyes, gave her a kiss on the head and some final pets. Thank you for your support on my previous update on this issue. I will need to give myself a few weeks. Maybe a month to cope with this. I’ve almost never experienced a loss like this ever besides losing my families last cat Simba. This really sucks a lot for me because this is the same cat I went to when I felt I was losing myself to stress and felt like just ending my own pain. Only route from on here is to just keep going though. I may have lost my cat physically. But mentally and spiritually, she is still with me and my family. I feel like I failed her but there’s an entire family that tried to save her. Whether it’s true or false, I’m going to keep our second cat that is the sister of Sungmin close. Our second named Rebel I think understands that her sister is gone. If so, then we are good. I just need to make sure my brother and my sisters say their goodbyes. As much as this hurts me and tore my interest to animate away from me now, I’m going to continue working on animations and figures like before. Even though it feels like I’m jumping back 12 years when we had only one cat. If any of you have pets, spend as much time as you can with them. You never know if something like this may start happening for a month or 2. We though first thought she would make it, then it looped between the possibilities of here living and dying and unforturnatly the worst possibility happen. My family is going to go to my grandmas to bury Sungmin, my grandmas farm is where she was born and my grandmas farm has a pet cemetery there. We made our decision to bury her there. Rest In Peace Sungmin. Here are some photos of my caf Sungmin.